I miss home....

I am stuck with my thesis for a few days, trying to find some additional journal databases, because our university resources are quite limited. It has been a norm for me to search for additional references since I was in my bachelor study. Never let limited resource limit my work. If internal resources were not enough, search for external supports.


I supposed to continue typing my thesis at this moment, but I really need some times to muse...
And all the weird desires started to crawl in my mind, e.g. "I miss home.", "I miss the Pangkor Island laksa and nasi lemak.", "I wish I can have a good bubble milk tea.", "I wish to have a spicy Korean beef brotch with a bowl of hot and soft steamed white rice.", "I miss my bf.", "I really wish to play piano now.", "I wish I could dive in the sea and maybe I could see some tropical fishes.", "I wish I didn't miss the BookXcess World Book Day's sales.", "Sake shasimi + wasabi+ shoyu = totemo oiishi, totemo oiishi.", etc, etc, etc...

I think the thesis has triggered some parts of my fight or flight mechanism, and I started to fight against it, or flight.... Yet I can't flight, so I keep wandering in my mind to keep me alive. Well, in fact, I can't wander as well, cause I still sit there and write my thesis... So, we had a complicated scenario.

So, what's this called? Thesis Complexity or Thesisphobia, I guess. Maybe, my next research interest could be on this, and develop a new theory,...hahaha..just kidding. Btw, I haven't do a research to prove that this is my genuine idea yet. But, there's nothing new under the sun. I won't be surprise if somebody created this before me.

Quite boring though? My recent blog posts, well, graduate students' life, is somehow complex, complicated, routine, etc...