New insight

It happens that I don't blog that often anymore. After a lot of things become so personal, a lot of secrets I have to keep, for others. But, I really thank God for his mercy and grace. Looking back this year, again, I need some time to sit down and reflect what have happened in my life.

Never in my life will I imagine so many things can happen so rapidly in my career life, especially for my first ever permanent job. I always imagined my first job will be very stable, not much will happen, peacefully doing what I need to do. Apparently, I was always a very obedient worker, I guess, listening orders and waiting for orders. I guess that's what I always thought about responding toward my first job. I have read quite a number of Taiwanese career magazines, and felt so blessed that I could read Chinese. I enjoy Lala's career novels and the movies, though I could not imagine one day I may climb up the career ladder so highly as Lala, just because I will possibly stick to serving people because this is God's calling and I enjoy being a front-liner to minister to my students.

I just came back from LifeGame. It's always a fun thing to play a game, which is so close-to-life. Volunteering in LifeGame is such a blessing, Life Impact Ministries is certainly a life-impacting ministry..Oops, what did I just say? Coming back from the game, life doesn't seem that important anymore. During the camp, I really thank God for giving me a totally new insight. I used to just look at other people's LV bags and wondering whether they are real. But, during this camp, when I saw 1 LV, I was thinking... hmm, maybe it costs around RM2000, and with this money, we can actually sponsor a poor and hungry kid for 3 years 4 months (RM50 per month, with World Vision)... can you believe it? Where people are starving and do not have clean water to drink, and no education? While we splurge ourselves like crazy in the city, thinking this is a must-have, since the world around us has it. Swaying away...worshiping the materialism spirit. When I started to see it with this insight, I immediately thank God for it. I really praise God for this new insight. I just can't love Him more.